Dear E***

I dont know how i feel about you because its always changing at any moment. all i know is whenever im with you i want to be with you but i dont feel as deep as when i leave you. When you are gone i swear you're all i think about. I go home an rest my head and you are the first thing on my mind. Why does that happen? You know, when I'm with you my heart is okay but when you're gone it hurts. Its like watching tve in all gra. No colors. Thats how i feel when you're gone. nothing makes sense and eveything is useless cause you arent around. I love you with every single cell in my body and you were to ever leave me. i dont know what the fk would happen but i would not be sane. I know i probably sounds stupid and i know but this is how i suddenly feel and i cant control my emotions.